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Ya ALLAH,yang Engkau hilangkan dari mata tidak mengapa,

tapi jangan Engkau hilangkan rasa,agar aku tidak kehilangan cinta,

kepada-MU 

tomorrow is not nightmare.

tomorrow is 23 th November of 2010
then,what is so special about tomorrow?

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my sis will be sitting for the fatal SPM examination!
oh but why im the one who feels like freezing this moment
haha ;)

i still remembered the day when i'm among the SPM holder
i am sitting alone in one room which was not occupied by others
seriously i'm not feel afraid after all even though its quite dark when evening comes by
because  the exam was more frightened than the darkest room
but today
yes TODAY i really felt so horror T.T
(oh i dont want to remember it ANYMORE)

time flies fast i feel like missing everything in the past
but this phrase keeps my life going,

"sesungguhnya masa lalu adalah perkara yang paling jauh dalam hidup kita"

so?
i have to say sayonara to everything i left behind ;)

but that doesn't mean i have to forget for almost the beautiful things happened yesterday
because certain things were just too beautiful to be forgotten just like that

:)

okay then
the end.bye.of my episodes.

shahirah,please work hard.
i want to see how far u can fly

:')

imy,shahirah.take care!

p/s:shafinaz.and you too has to burn midnight oil ;)

goodluck girls.

regards,

angah.

the promises.

hai.this is what i have promised you,

“Wahai Tuhanku, betapa telah Kau aturkan perkenalan sehingga membenihnya persahabatan dan Kau pupuk ia tumbuh subur di hati kami agar bercambah keimanan. Namun andai hadirku menjadi ulat yang merosakkan antara dia denganMU, maka tidak ada tangguh untukku berundur dari dalam hidupnya.

KeranaMu Tuhanku, saat aku memohon teman yang mengemburkan keimanan dan Kau anugerahkan dia menjadi pohon singgahana agar rimbunnya menjadi teduhanku dari bahang kemarau kehidupan. Bagaimana Kau meminta dia dariku kembali, sedang aku dan dia nyata milik-MU.

PadaMu kuserahkannya, andai pengorbanan itu mahar keredhaan. Kerana saat Kau hadirkan pertemuan, telahku redha untuk sebuah perpisahan”.

when u can figure me out when others might not,thank you a bunch.

00.17am-thank you for the calling and please get well soon! :')

you are me.

yes yes yes

actually, how is the real you?

u seem differ now

oh seriously T.T

do come back to the old you.quickly.

so that ill understand u better

because .you. are. me.

i surrender.

i surrender myself to the fate

that belong to me

everything :)

for these person i owed much:

Dato' Zainal Adzam Abd Ghani, the Judge

Puan Stiti Salwa,the Registrar 

Puan Nabisha, the Deputy Registrar and my supervisor

En Ahmad Saifuddin, the Speaker  

and to all staffs of High Court Ipoh

thank you a bunch for

-the inspirations

-the laughters moments

-the believes 

and to my new friends from the faculty of  law,UUM Sintok

the beautiful memories will remain always :')

things happened for a reason,aite? :')

"tetapi boleh jadi kamu tidak menyenangi sesuatu padahal itu baik bagimu,

dan boleh jadi kamu menyukai sesuatu padahal itu tidak baik bagimu.

Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui" (Al-Baqarah 2 : 216)

its not goodbye.

this song keep remind me of you, my 'the yesterday'
hey my the yesterday is filled with laughters and joys
but sometimes life is tough the tears filled in my eyes
hey sorry my heart has been cursed so i can't say i love you
yesss so i have decided to say that everything is just finished
finished.understand? :')

hey you people then and there
i dedicated this song for you
its still not goodbye till my last breath but i will faded away being into something that people can not touch
the heartless person.

;)

for.you.

Now what if I never kiss your lips again
Or feel the touch of your sweet embrace
How would I ever go on?
Without you there's no place to belong

Well someday love is going to lead you back to me
But till it does I'll have an empty heart
So I'll just have to believe
Some where out there you're thinkin' of me

Till the day I let you go
Until we say our next hello its not goodbye
Till I see you again
I'll be right here remembering when
And if time is on our side
There will be no tears to cry on down the road
There is one thing I can't deny its not goodbye

You think I'd be strong enough to make it through
And rise above when the rain falls down
But it's so hard to be strong
When you've been missing somebody so long

It's just a matter of time I'm sure
Well time takes time and I can't hold on
So won't you try as hard as you can
Put my broken heart together again?

Till the day I let you go
Until we say our next hello its not goodbye
Till I see you again
I'll be right here remembering when
And if time is on our side
There will be no tears to cry on down the road
There is one thing I can't deny its not goodbye

Hey, yeah it's not goodbye, ooh

Till the day I'll let you go
Until we say our next hello its not goodbye
Till I see you again
I'll be right here remembering when
And if time is on our side
There will be no tears to cry on down the road
And I can't deny it's, not goodbye

Till the day I'll let you go
Until we say our next hello its not goodbye
Till I see you
I'll be right here remembering when
And if time is on our side
There will be no tears to cry on down the road
And I can't deny it's, not goodbye

It's, not goodbye
Goodbye
No more tears to cry
It's not goodbye

empty.

i can't express my feelings through drawings because i don't have such skills to do that

i can't even singing because i don't know how to sing lalala like them to express my inside

even i don't have skills to write but i just throw out what i feel..

this is my diary.not my diary.

regards, iis